This continues Book III of the epic I wrote between 1991 and 1996. This
section in brackets makes references to how it should be changed to reflect
later developments in the story.
Ulangar from these others learned of the remaining two
of Re'u Raduti from Adar
who came from the Sea of Dust
and of Oudun the dwarf of the Crepshaues
the descendants of the first men
from the gigantic Nergal
Thus the ten were known
[ Discussion between Enki, Adar & ulangar (the last 3!). Here is where Adar is to begin training for magic, not book IV. Throw around lots of symbols which will develop later in the epic. Have Adar tell of his children. Discus their origin & why - don't get into Highlander-esque philosophy, but hint at the cycle of threes. Ulangar needs to discuss his vision of Tuoni & have them discuss Phojola, using what they originally said later, put here here instead. Still have Enki discuss heart.
That night instead of Nefthys' loving touch
he consulted Enki about his wisdom
for Ulangar had not known of his new found knowledge
singe the time of the Islands of Iron
Enki started the conversation with such words
`Ah my brother of war and sword
how have you been keeping yourself
I spy your scars and wounds and take note
for the rest have none such things
How did these come about'
Ulangar the master of sword and soul responded
`Your eyes are strong and that mind is swift
Enki of the rose know you not
I fought those Tuoni spawned wraiths in Pohjola
summoned from the deaths
and my guard was lowered and their irons pierced my skins
Your face expresses confusion
Have you not encountered these beasts of shadow
that hunt immortal flesh
until so many have perished by the fist
of one so fragile and strong in bone'
Enki the peace maker and mind master spoke then
`True I have experienced that Surma curse
but these iron wielding wraiths have I not found
Instead I find pastures of green and skies of blue
and trees blooming with fruit painted purple
and I find myself seeking an item
To gain it I must cunningly avoid a guardian
dressed in dark furs with a club'
After such words were spoken by Enki
Ulangar spoke `Ah so I see that you too
have seen that death-master Tuoni who lurks in the dreams
I have spoken to his avatar
and he tells me we cannot be reaped into his grasp
Do you not see what he has told us
We are free to roam without fear my brother
Nothing can kill us and nothing will'
Enki interrupted the speech
`Then explain those who died' he said
`the two who did not survive the ruin of Siglar
We are not free from his grasp
Sometimes we elude Tuoni's grip
but we eight have been lucky' Ulangar kept his tongue still
so Enki continued `My apologies to you
I did not intend to bring your joy to the grave
but my intentions were to gift you with the sight of reality
so come now and cheer that face
and tell me of why you came'
Ulangar sat and collected his thoughts and responded with his lips
`When I first met you on that island
I learned of your mastery of the mind
of those psychic waves and energies
If I could learn to be master of it
then I could truly claim my mastership of the soul
since the mind controls all others'
To these words Enki shook his head and replied
`That old belief was disproved
I reformed that way of thought
and discovered the new part of the body
the heart
If the soul creates the emotions
and the mind creates reason and stores ideas
and the body proper houses all these
then the thing that pulls these three together
is that pumping thing of blood
It must be mastered before the rest
else conflict within will devastate the training of the rest'
Ulangar pondered on these words and asked another question
`What of your system of beliefs
what the ultimate goal of your people
and their way of thinking is'
Enki heard such words and with a laugh responded
`That is a short question which requires a long reply
but perhaps the Muses will aid me in my answer
My peoples believed in the same gods yours did
but the school of thought which I developed
reformed these ancient ways
for the ultimate paradox of religion is that
the gods know
However my belief structure is different than my religion
but it could be called a religion
It does not focus on irrelevant things like
```why the universe was created''' or
```who created the universe'''
Such things can never be answered by us
Instead we focus on each personal ruling force
also known as conscience
and on the mastery of the mind
We strive to be human
because to be a human is to be separate from the natural kingdom
The first human beings tried to do this
with the use of tools and language
but all they did was create an intelligent being
that required from the absence of nature
social interaction
You may ask if this is a contradiction
not calling them true humans
yet saying that they have an absence of nature
Not so
for though they tried to be separate by creating cities
removing much of nature
they still were connected with nature's call
How we strive to be entirely human
is to complete the fissure with nature
by removing all instincts and conditioned responses
so every action is one with the mind'
Ulangar considered this response and worded his next question carefully
`But where I came from
we harnessed our soul to control emotion
to thus be a ```social and complete man'''
Were they wrong in their thought
and you correct'
Enki the maker of peace
smiled at this question and answered with his mouth
`The blue that you learned
is the green that I know'
So was it that Ulangar learned the ambiguous nature of words
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